Caller: the devil

on one dark night, the storm raged outside and inside. I got a call from (03) 9841 3242. I knew it was over.

The devil had sent his humans to get me. I coward inside my bed and my legs and arms felt numb and shaky. My breathing shallowed and I felt my eyes roll back. I was still, stuck where I was. I couldn't escape or move. Please help. This number is evil.

Caller: Who knows?

who the f*ck is this? crazy sh*t. I have enough on my plate, I don't need scammers trying to get my credit card. do you know that right now I am having many problems? everyone is mad at me and I'm living with the devil. Its like all the walls are closing in on me and theres no way out. Such dark nights I experience on a day to day basis, its like living in a simulation. Nothing is real.

"It cant be that bad" you say. Reality CANT be that bad. But it is. Its like watching yourself constantly from outside your body in a 3rd person view, its like dissociating. I fight the devil everyday, literally and figuratively. I am unlucky to be alive. I ask God for help. Gods not real. I scream and cry and scratch at my body. Millions die every year, why not me? I ask. I silently scream and sob, the tears overflowing my eye sockets and dripping onto my clothes. I cry and cry, then I stop and dissociate. Its back to distractions on the internet, back to what f*ckass hellscape I'm in, I'm dissociating, dissociating, dissociating. Do not call me. Please, do not make my life worse.